I am in recovery mode these days. It's a lot easier to talk about it now that I'm feeling more calm and able to process all the negativity constructively.
My behavior is inexcusable and I knew I needed to change (really, I can't blame hormones?). In other words, I need to get over myself.
At the end of the day, I shouldn't blame people for my unhappiness, keep score of what I have for others so that I can receive repayment in kind, expect people to "get me" and wallow in self-pity.
Naturally, it is easier said than done but I'll manage. We all do =)
In other news, I know people have comment Russell looks more like a one to two year old, I can't believe this is the bub's last month as a babyyyy!