As you would have probably gathered by now that I haven't been updating much. Mainly due to a multitute of reasons,which really are actually lame excuses in disguise. Also, everytime I get started on an article, I feel like I should be doing something more valuable with my time for example, preparing for my business competition or reading up on my courses for the coming term.
When Pugsy passed away, I took the news pretty well. Too good, if I may say so myself. Not used to investing emotions in anyone or anything, I wasn't surprised at my lack of sorrow. Naturally, I was more worried about my younger sis who regarded Pugsy as more than a family pet and always referred to him as "Pugsy Coo Coo Cutie Sweetie Pie" (or something just as cringe-worthy) but she turned out to be too cool for comfort. Lingering family trait? Perhaps.
Recently, in my quest for a more fulfilling life, I feel like I have left a lot behind. I admit, I suck at relationships. Now when I look back, I see people moving on without me in their lives and I wonder if I had given up a piece of my life that made me more humane.
My internship is finally winding down and I feel like chasing after the people who mattered in the first place...
it's just hello, are you still there?
Merry Christmas everyone.
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